Those times when all is calm
Yet the rumbling of those thoughts can cause a storm
Uncontrollable and silent
Yet in your head they are loud and oh so transient
Those swarming thoughts toss questions here and there
Questions of how did this happen and why
but the most powerful of all is the “WHAT IF”.
What if things didn’t go as planned?
What if decisions where changed?
What if feelings were real, were fake?
What if it was at the wrong place, right time vice versa?
This 2 worded phrase can cause a lifetime flip
Even if you remove one word, it might even cause a conditional slip.
But the real deal comes into play now..
Entwine your WHAT IF’s with their perspective future.
What if things went as planned.. would you endure the consequences?
What if decisions were changed.. would you have been content then?
What if feelings were real /were fake.. would you have known either way eventually at a level that would have been decent?
What if it was at the wrong place, right time vice versa.. WHAT IF not?
Some say go and get what you want
Others preach that everything happens for a reason
Let’s dissect the former statement, you go after what you want, but let’s say that the other party sits there, scratches its balls and gets used to the fact that you are and will always be a go-getter.. OK THAT’S FUCKED UP!
Or you’re going after what you want, then a bump in the road instead of being a minor one flips the fuck out of you and puts you in a comma and the other party, just shows up looks at you ” oh she’s fine” instead of flipping the world over for you.
So weigh your mind, if you’re a GO-GETTER make sure the GO-GETTEE be fucking worth it.
Let’s dissect the latter
Think about it, you didn’t get that job, because you probably wouldn’t have enjoyed it, but eventually you ended up with something that was quite worth the wait.
You didn’t commence with your plans because it wasn’t written for you to, or else no power on earth can change that – unless some magic or aliens get involved.
So those red flags that you ignored along the way, well just give them their justice, they are there for a fucking reason, and you should be smart enough to read them before shit hits the fan.
So whatever the path you take, your what if’s will always accompany you, just make sure the answers that follow are as clear as a fresh tattoo!
Over and out!