Journey W1F

We’re the clay matter
of the earth
Descending from the simple
sinful fact of the beginning

Our trait is that of
a malleable state
Changeable upon the infliction
of certain situations

We exist, we love and we hate
We get angry, we get happy
We get stronger and we get weary
We fall and then we rise up again
It’s a surreal magical power that
we harness within
in that rib-cage of ours
that power house, always pumping
life through our veins
regardless of the “near death” thoughts
that roam around in our minds
like Nazgûls 

Yet, we still breathe
we still argue, we still meet
we still write, drink, smoke
eat, fornicate, as our conditioned
state of mind always pushes us forward

Have you ever re-winded and marveled
at those moments, that didn’t matter
back then?

In our daily lives, love lives, work lives
we have bumped into someone of no significance
at that point in time
we were in love with someone else
our hearts were blinded by the shielded
true layers of the latter

Did you ever think of the “what if”
Those 2 words that ignite a universe of thinking
a plethora of burning energy
and a lifetime of .. time?

Your “what if” is somehow dubious
Yet don’t tell me that you never
fall into that deep dark hole
of digging it up from time to time
and creating your own world with
a true “what if”
Generating and day dreaming of
the “what could’s” and “maybe’s”

As you delve into your trip
You dance among the mental highs of its goodness
You smile at the euphoric state that you’re experiencing
You are enjoying a perfect trip
of colorful illusions
sprinkled in your “WHAT IF” daydream

Then the phone rings
You awake, saddened at the exit
that you have abruptly taken from your
let’s call it “Journey W1F”
Where for a minute or two
You lost yourselves
Realizing that you’re here
and you’re W1F isn’t, gladly for some contradicting reason

You smile,
for your expectations of this
will always be enhanced
never tarnished

Since your W1F my dears
will always be



What if ..

Those times when all is calm
Yet the rumbling of those thoughts can cause a storm
Uncontrollable and silent
Yet in your head they are loud and oh so transient

Those swarming thoughts toss questions here and there
Questions of how did this happen and why
but the most powerful of all is the “WHAT IF”.

What if things didn’t go as planned?
What if decisions where changed?
What if feelings were real, were fake?
What if it was at the wrong place, right time vice versa?

This 2 worded phrase can cause a lifetime flip
Even if you remove one word, it might even cause a conditional slip.
But the real deal comes into play now..
Entwine your WHAT IF’s with their perspective future.

What if things went as planned.. would you endure the consequences?
What if decisions were changed.. would you have been content then?
What if feelings were real /were fake.. would you have known either way eventually at a level that would have been decent?
What if it was at the wrong place, right time vice versa.. WHAT IF not?

Some say go and get what you want 
Others preach that everything happens for a reason 

Let’s dissect the former statement, you go after what you want, but let’s say that the other party sits there, scratches its balls and gets used to the fact that you are and will always be a go-getter.. OK THAT’S FUCKED UP!
Or you’re going after what you want, then a bump in the road instead of being a minor one flips the fuck out of you and puts you in a comma and the other party, just shows up looks at you ” oh she’s fine” instead of flipping the world over for you.
So weigh your mind, if you’re a GO-GETTER make sure the GO-GETTEE be fucking worth it.

Let’s dissect the latter
Think about it, you didn’t get that job, because you probably wouldn’t have enjoyed it, but eventually you ended up with something that was quite worth the wait.
You didn’t commence with your plans because it wasn’t written for you to, or else no power on earth can change that – unless some magic or aliens get involved.
So those red flags that you ignored along the way, well just give them their justice, they are there for a fucking reason, and you should be smart enough to read them before shit hits the fan.

So whatever the path you take, your what if’s will always accompany you, just make sure the answers that follow are as clear as a fresh tattoo!

Over and out!


Wake them Wisely!